December to January – Waves, #65

Day 1

Melissa and I give it a go. We pull in a rest stop,  “Let’s wait for the crowd thin.”  “Looks like the folks  are wearing masks, let’s give it a go.”   Returning to the car I ask, “Do you think the airflow in the bathrooms is adequate here?” while rubbing sanitizer on my hands.   I’ve made this trip many times, and even with this pandemic edge , the scenery and the traffic look the same, beautiful as I remember, as we follow the Columbia River to the sea. Arriving at the cottage, the clouds have cleared.

Without a splash
sinking into the sea
the setting sun

Day 2

The sun rose this morning behind the clouds.  We head out for a morning walk in the sun’s filtered light. The tide is low and the beach stretches far to the sea. There are a few folks passing by among the few scattered rocks and branches.

Beyond the tide
a bare branch lies,
the crest of a wave

The closest place to whale watch is twenty miles north at Oswald State Park.  It is afternoon and we arrive at the pullout. We realize we are not the only ones looking for a chance to spot a gray whale on their migration south.  The turnouts are full of people. After continuing down the road we find space in a turnout a fair distance away from others.  Setting up our binoculars we begin to scan the open waters looking for a big whale breath, a vertical spray of mist or the slap of a tail.  Looking and looking and looking, as the sea slowly moves up and down with it’s own breath, we find it is getting dark and decide it is time to return to the cottage. We arrive safely home and sit quietly at the outdoor table.

Adorning the cottage
Coffeeberry shrub in bloom,
A hummingbird happens by

Day 3

The storm arrived in the night. The sound of the waves increase in intensity, similar to the sound of a strong wind blowing through the Western Red Cedar in our backyard at home. After the morning rain we decide to take a walk.  The sea whips up a froth, the result of the turning waves mixing with decaying organic matter from below the surface. This foam covers the beach and debri like an overnight snow. I am finding the coast a place of constant change. On our walks together, I experience changes taking place from moment to moment, without time to go forward or backward.

Seagulls gather
a fish flip-flops on the sand
raindrops begin to fall

Day 4

Day 5

Above the rock wall
Giant Canes sway in the wind
giving us a wave goodbye!

On the drive home we make our first rest stop.  I shut off the engine and watch.  There are people with and without masks,  some walking in, some walking out, some walking their dogs.  They move in waves, some in a rush, others taking their time. The crowd thins and we decide it is time to pee. We return to the car and I ask, “Do you think the airflow in the bathroom was adequate?” rubbing sanitizer on my hands.

A new day, #13

Image-Dance goes on

I was reading a chapter titled “Live in the Present Moment,” when I was stuck by this quote, “Remember that this moment is not your life, it’s just a moment in your life.” (1) I thought to myself how this would be a good thing to share here in my blog. But as I thought about it more, the realization came that in the act of thinking about this, I went from being in the moment to not being in the moment!

I find this quote a good practice in these difficult times in the world and in my immediate surroundings; To feel gratitude for being present and to ask what I can do to flatten the curve while continuing to be social and offer assistance to my neighbors. I’ve reached out to neighbors and friends to offer friendship and an openness to ask if there is anything they need, responding as the moment requires. It also occured to me that to simply stop doing and to stay home is a compassionate act toward others, especially those that are at a higher risk.

Part of my practice is to be diligent and with intention be considerate of my neighbors. I look forward with curiosity about how the next several weeks will progress and how this event will shape our relationships with each other and this place we call home.

The wild grasses
Painted with a thin spring frost,

The morning light pops!

 

(1) Ryan Holiday, The Obstacle is the Way (Penguin group, 2014)
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Morning Winter Sun, #8

First image in the light in dark investigation:

Image - Moon Sun Fading

Winter air frozen
sleeping berries sun fading
morning moon rises

Last image of the light in dark investigation:

Image - Morning moon sun fading

Snow-Mountain blankets
blossoms awaken moon fades

morning winter sun

As spring approaches morning walks have given way to light from dark. This is the opposite of when I started this investigation last fall when the morning gave way to dark from light. I invite you to view the gallery of images of the journey between here:

Click here to view the Light in Dark gallery

Passing Winter Breeze, #6

Mountains and Waters: Passing Winter Breeze

Cold temperatures have returned to the Palouse for the time being. My walk to the tea shop was much cooler today than the walk I took last week on my way to have tea with a friend. During our visit my friend shared something that made me think of intention. Afterwards I wasn’t so sure and asked myself, “What would it be like to take a photograph of intention?” So I set out to do the opposite of what I usually do. Rather then let the photograph come in the moment, I tried to intentionally take a photograph of “intention.” The week went by and I had not taken a single photograph. Finally I did take a photograph, but it wasn’t what I set out to do. The photograph I took happened in the moment when I stopped being intentional.

Looking up ‘intention’ in the dictionary I found these common words: purpose, goal, target, and aim. This to me was the opposite of my experience. When I made it a goal to get a picture, it didn’t happen, but when I let go of that intention on one of my walks later in the week, I was open to experience my surroundings.

During that same week I was considering a lifestyle change because of an offer I received at work. Because of this, my work day experience shifted. I stopped thinking of my future at work. I found myself focused during meetings and projects, helping and feeling gratitude for others rather than being concerned about a process or a perceived outcome of a project or task. There was a letting go of what I thought were my intentions, of goals and targets. Instead my ‘intention’ became an awareness of my actions with no goals or targets. For the first time in a while, I experienced a peaceful joy on the job.

Now I wonder, what possibilities did I miss last week that were right there with me when looking to photograph intention?

Fallen leaf floating
the frozen grasp of waters
Passing winter breeze

A word, a sound, #4

Mountains and Waters:  dynamic energy

Do you ever feel like you’re walking along, the is air calm and warm, and then a word, a sound, changes everything? The breeze becomes cold flowing from the core, rippling to the surface.

This kind of energy has been flowing through me on and off the last few days as I’ve considered some changes. What does one do with this energy?

Walking on, when I got to the light I stopped. I looked back at the person I barely noticed passing. Did I say, “Good morning?”

The light changed and I walked on still shivering. Passing another person I said, “Good morning.” They replied with a kind smile. I heard them say to another behind me, “Good morning.”

Branches sway cracking
ripples inward outward flow,
Silent lion roars

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