
Blue Spruce falls
into a pool of green Mugo Pine…
splashing a fragrant mist

Blue Spruce falls
into a pool of green Mugo Pine…
splashing a fragrant mist
1

Does this old leaf…
…glimpse the wintering seed…
Illuminating its shadow?
2*

Missouri Flat Creek
plows the field of winter grasses…
a row for the moon
3

Along the sidewalk …
I find what the birds
were chirping about!
*Photograph and poem inspired by the practice instruction “A Ploughman on the Shining Field” by Zen master Hongzhi as translated by Taligent Dan Leighton and Wi Wu in the book Cultivating the Empty Field, the Silent Illumination of Zen master Hongzhi (Tuttle Publishing, North Clarendon, VT, 2000) 48 – 49
Melissa and I give it a go. We pull in a rest stop, “Let’s wait for the crowd thin.” “Looks like the folks are wearing masks, let’s give it a go.” Returning to the car I ask, “Do you think the airflow in the bathrooms is adequate here?” while rubbing sanitizer on my hands. I’ve made this trip many times, and even with this pandemic edge , the scenery and the traffic look the same, beautiful as I remember, as we follow the Columbia River to the sea. Arriving at the cottage, the clouds have cleared.

Without a splash
sinking into the sea
the setting sun
The sun rose this morning behind the clouds. We head out for a morning walk in the sun’s filtered light. The tide is low and the beach stretches far to the sea. There are a few folks passing by among the few scattered rocks and branches.

Beyond the tide
a bare branch lies,
the crest of a wave
The closest place to whale watch is twenty miles north at Oswald State Park. It is afternoon and we arrive at the pullout. We realize we are not the only ones looking for a chance to spot a gray whale on their migration south. The turnouts are full of people. After continuing down the road we find space in a turnout a fair distance away from others. Setting up our binoculars we begin to scan the open waters looking for a big whale breath, a vertical spray of mist or the slap of a tail. Looking and looking and looking, as the sea slowly moves up and down with it’s own breath, we find it is getting dark and decide it is time to return to the cottage. We arrive safely home and sit quietly at the outdoor table.

Adorning the cottage
Coffeeberry shrub in bloom,
A hummingbird happens by
The storm arrived in the night. The sound of the waves increase in intensity, similar to the sound of a strong wind blowing through the Western Red Cedar in our backyard at home. After the morning rain we decide to take a walk. The sea whips up a froth, the result of the turning waves mixing with decaying organic matter from below the surface. This foam covers the beach and debri like an overnight snow. I am finding the coast a place of constant change. On our walks together, I experience changes taking place from moment to moment, without time to go forward or backward.
Seagulls gather
a fish flip-flops on the sand
raindrops begin to fall




Above the rock wall
Giant Canes sway in the wind
giving us a wave goodbye!
On the drive home we make our first rest stop. I shut off the engine and watch. There are people with and without masks, some walking in, some walking out, some walking their dogs. They move in waves, some in a rush, others taking their time. The crowd thins and we decide it is time to pee. We return to the car and I ask, “Do you think the airflow in the bathroom was adequate?” rubbing sanitizer on my hands.

Winter’s bare branches
forge in twists and turns, unmarred,
dressed in crackling skin
1

Summer’s pond
autumn’s dance floor
winter morning
2

A passing car…
I look up startled to see
a patch of blue sky!
3

honk! honk! honk!
a distant chorus merges
with the empty sky

gift’s gift
the hand of passersby
music fills the air

I was reading a chapter titled “Live in the Present Moment,” when I was stuck by this quote, “Remember that this moment is not your life, it’s just a moment in your life.” (1) I thought to myself how this would be a good thing to share here in my blog. But as I thought about it more, the realization came that in the act of thinking about this, I went from being in the moment to not being in the moment!
I find this quote a good practice in these difficult times in the world and in my immediate surroundings; To feel gratitude for being present and to ask what I can do to flatten the curve while continuing to be social and offer assistance to my neighbors. I’ve reached out to neighbors and friends to offer friendship and an openness to ask if there is anything they need, responding as the moment requires. It also occured to me that to simply stop doing and to stay home is a compassionate act toward others, especially those that are at a higher risk.
Part of my practice is to be diligent and with intention be considerate of my neighbors. I look forward with curiosity about how the next several weeks will progress and how this event will shape our relationships with each other and this place we call home.
The wild grasses
Painted with a thin spring frost,
The morning light pops!
(1) Ryan Holiday, The Obstacle is the Way (Penguin group, 2014)
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melting snow on edge
layers embedded with stone
roaring waterfall

cool quiet morning
flock of birds above full moon
light as a feather

moist patches of green
peeking through winter stubble
welcome this spring rain
First image in the light in dark investigation:

Winter air frozen
sleeping berries sun fading
morning moon rises
Last image of the light in dark investigation:

Snow-Mountain blankets
blossoms awaken moon fades
morning winter sun
As spring approaches morning walks have given way to light from dark. This is the opposite of when I started this investigation last fall when the morning gave way to dark from light. I invite you to view the gallery of images of the journey between here: